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.”He took it unwillingly, slipped it into the long-empty sheath at his belt.“Avert,” he murmured, crossing himself.“Avert,” she echoed, paying homage to beliefs he was never sure she shared, and made the pious gesture that sealed it, wishing the omen from him, the ill-luck of such a blade.“Return it to him, if you will.That pure-faced child was carrying it.Remember that when you are moved to gentility with her.”Vanye sank down from his crouch to sit crosslegged by her, oppressed by foreboding.The unaccustomed weight of the blade at his belt was cruel mockery, unintended, surely unintended.He was weaponless; Morgaine thought of practicalities-and of other things.Kill him, her meaning was: it is yours to do.He had taken the blade, lacking the will to object.He had abandoned all right to object.Suddenly he felt everything tightly woven about him: Roh, a strange girl, a lost dagger-a net of ugly complexities.Morgaine held out her hand a second time, dropped into his the small gold object, a bird on the wing, exquisitely wrought.He closed his hand on it, slipped it into his belt.Return that to her, he understood, and consented.She is yours to deal with.Morgaine leaned forward and fed bits of wood into the fire, small pieces that charred rapidly into red-edged black.Firelight gleamed on the edge of silver mail at her shoulder, bathed her tanned face and pale eyes and pale hair: in one unnatural light in the gathering dark.Qujal-faii she was, although she disclaimed that unhuman blood.He himself was of the distant mountains of Andur-Kursh, of a canton called Morija; but that was not her heritage.Perhaps her birthplace was here, where she had brought him.He did not ask.He smelled the salt wind and the pervading reek of decay, and knew that he was lost, as lost as ever a man could be.His beloved mountains, those walls of his world, were gone.It was as if some power had hurled down the limits of the world and shown him the ugliness beyond.The sun was pale and distant from this land, the stars had shifted in their places, and the moons-the moons defied all reason.The fire grew higher as Morgaine fed it.“Is that not enough?” he asked, forcing that silence that the alien ruins held, full of age and evil.He felt naked because of that light, exposed to every enemy that might be abroad this night; but Morgaine simply shrugged and tossed a final and larger stick onto the blaze.She had weapons enough.Perhaps she reckoned it was her enemies’ lives she risked by that bright fire.She was arrogant in her power, madly arrogant at times- though there were moments when he suspected she did such things not to tempt her enemies, but in some darker contest, to tempt fate.The heat touched him painfully as a slight breeze stirred, the first hint they had had of any wind that might disperse the mist; but the breeze died and the warmth flowed away again.Vanye shivered and stretched out his hand to the fire until the heat grew unbearable, then clasped that hand to his ribs and warmed the other.There was a hill beyond the flood, and a Gate among Standing Stones, and this was the way that they had ridden, a dark, unnatural path.Vanye did not like to remember it, that moment of dark dreaming in which he had passed from there to here, like the fall at the edge of sleep: he steadied himself even in thinking of it.Likewise Morgaine had come, and Chya Roh before them, into a land that lay at the side of a vast river, under a sky that never appeared over Andur-Kursh.Morgaine unwrapped their supplies, and they shared food in silence.It was almost the last they had, after which they must somehow live off this bleak land.Vanye ate sparingly, wondering whether he should offer to Jhirun, or whether it was not kinder to let her rest.Most of all he doubted Morgaine would favor it, and at last he decided to let matters be.He washed down the last mouthful with a meager sip of the good wine of Baien, saving some back; and sat staring into the fire, turning over and over in his mind what they were to do with the girl Jhirun.He dreaded knowing.No good name had Morgaine among men; and some of it was deserved.“Vanye.Is thee regretting?”He looked up, saw that Morgaine had been staring at him in the ruddy light, eyes that were in daylight sea-gray, world-gray, qujal-gray.That gentle, ancient accent had power more than the wind to chill him, reminding him that she had known more Gates than one, that she had learned his tongue of men long dead; she forgot, sometimes, what age she lived in.He shrugged.“Roh,” she said, “is no longer kin to you.Do not brood on it”“When I find him,” he said, “I will kill him.I have sworn that.”“Was it for that,” she asked him finally, “that you came?”He gazed into the fire, unable to speak aloud the unease that rose in him when she began to encircle him with such questions.She was not of his blood.He had left his own land, abandoned everything to follow her.There were some things that he did not let himself reason to their logical end.She left the silence on him, a stifling weight; and he opened his hand, twice scarred across the palm with the Claiming by blood and ash.By that, he was kin to her, bound in service, without conscience, honorless save for her honor, which he served.This parting-gift his clan had bestowed on him, like the shorn hair that marked him felon and outlaw, a man fit only for hanging.Brother-slayer, bastard-born: no other liege would have wanted such a man, only Morgaine, whose name was a curse wherever she was known.It was irony that in-service, penance for murder, had left him far more blood-guilty than ever he had come to her.And Roh remained yet to deal with.“I came,” he said, “because I swore it to you.”She thrust at the fire with a stick, sending sparks aloft like stars on the wind.“Mad,” she judged bitterly.“I set thee free, told thee plainly thee had no possible place outside Kursh, outside the law and the folk thee knows.I wish thee had believed it”He acknowledged this truth with a shrug.He knew the workings of Morgaine’s mind better than any living; and he knew the Claim she had set on bun, that had nothing to do with his scarred hand; and the Claim that someone else had set on her, crueller than any oath.Her necessity lay sheathed at her side, that dragon-hilted sword that was no true sword, but a weapon all the same.It was the only bond that had ever truly claimed her, and she hated it above all other evils, qujal or human.I have no honor, she had warned him once.It is unconscionable that I should take risks with the burden I carry.I have no luxury left for virtues.Another thing she had told him that he had never doubted: I would kill you too if it were necessary.She hunted qujal, she and the named-blade Changeling.The qujal she hunted now wore the shape of Chya Roh [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]